July 13 2010

A day which starts by hearing his voice, is one hell of a happy day. I heard his rough morning voice as he managed to greet me good morning though I can sense he still wants to sleep some more.

The day was planned. We would go online, do webcam, and talk all day. But it wasn’t all happy. On the first hour, we fought about something meager.To keep things calm, I resolved to go to school instead, but that made it complicated. He was crying, I was crying, none of us listened to the other. Then he made way for me again, like he always does. Just this time, I didn’t listen to my pride, and admitted my mistake. Soon enough, things went back to how they were.

We talked all day, indeed. We made plans; plans for this year, and plans for the rest of our lives. Where we would go when he goes here for my birthday, places we were going to explore. And we made plans for the far future; our life together. We would have a beach wedding, and a honeymoon in the Maldives. Though I want to travel across the continents for honeymoon, it is a compromise I am willing to do.

We planned on family life, he wanted 2 children, I wanted 4, so he decided we either combine those to make it 6, or simply make a basketball team. We finally decided that 3 is a reasonable number. Such a weird creature. The kids’ names are going to be, Kianna May for the girl, and Mark Caleb for the boy. And we agreed that we would definitely hire a housemaid, no ordering the kids around!

I know it’s kind of weird and ambitious for us to plan that far off, seeing that we’ve only been unofficially together for 3 months. But that is how it feels right now; forever. Infinite, unbeatable, that is what our love feels like. No, it is not perfect, we get into fights about the most random things, some serious, most not-so-serious, but the love always wins. We are always better together.

And this is how we wish to be forever; together.